In March 1937, he
undertook a vow of silence, after relinquishing his
duties as a householder, with a firm resolve that either
God must appear before him and command him expressly
by word of mouth, or he would leave the body and pass
off in Nirvikalpa or indeterminate Samadhi. On 22nd
or 23rd of April, 1937, the Lord appeared in the form
of Jagannath. Years later, the Master described this
experience as follows: "That night he first had
a vision of bright light, a light stronger than the
mid-day sun, but a light, full of life coming from the
forehead of Lord Jagannath - the deity of Puri temple.
As the light shown on his face, he opened his eyes to
the dazzling light and he clearly saw the black image
of Lord Jagannath, adorned with dazzling ornaments of
diamond and precious stones, and his round eyes were
staring at him. He stared back with unseeing eyes not
realizing that he was in the presence of God Himself.
The stub arms of Lord Jagannath lifted in blessings
and from the focused bright light Lord Krishna emerged.
Lord Krishna with a flute in his hand and his opague
blue body adorned with yellow garment, the neck and
chest covered with garlands of flower, danced in front
of him. He then realized that he was now in the presence
of Lord Krishna and waited for him to speak, his eyes
shedding tears, tears of joy, his heart filled with
sublime quiet and fulfillment, his body shivering with
pleasure and achievement. Lord Krishna, in a melodious
voice directed, "Ya-Ya-nam-dige-ya" (go go
- preach the Name)". Sitaram Das's heart overflowed
with gratitude, but is soul was soaring high with inspiration
and his body was trembling with emotion. Before his
staring eyes could blink, Lord Krishna slowly became
opaque and then vanished. The brilliant light dimmed
and there was complete darkness in the room and he could
no longer see Lord Jagannath. Sitaram Das crying silently
prostrated towards the temple of Lord Jagannath and
from his soul the answer came: "Yes my Lord, thy
wish shall be obeyed". It is because of the intervention
of Lord Jagannath that the Master became accessible
to all people, irrespective of caste, creed and religion.
Hitherto, he was reluctant to initiate and even when
he gave his initiation, it was for the select few who
could undertake and succeed in passing rigorous tests,
like, chanting Gayatri Mantra or Hare Krishna Mantra,
at least four lakh times. But after receiving the command
to preach the Name far and wide, he initiated freely
without making any distinction of creed or caste or
religion or insisting on any other conditions or considerations
of strictness and morality".
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